A handsome prince or the pizza'/some other sort of fast food delivery' guy. I don't care as long as he's proffering a Spicy Meat Feast or some prawn crackers. I never realised how wrong the name of that pizza sounds.
Hahaha omg on that note, check out this photo!! Now that is our kind of pizza guy
This week I am working Wednesday through to Sunday with no idea when my next day off is, I could work ten days straight for all I know. I am also trying to sort out my part in this promotions business, get to a casting for a 'real' model , babysit my sister and niece, build a flatpack wardrobe do someone's laundry and ironing all for cash. I'm going to be rolling in it come March but it's going to flipping drain me of energy this week. I am also doing my volunteering work, helping run my household, maintaining my friends website and babysitting my goddaughter for free. If you can't find me I'll probably be asleep in a pile of betting slips lol. It will all be worth it though come March as I have some time off work and it's going to be a very difficult month for me. I need lots of lolly to do THINGS, I don't care what. March is the month of having fun and saying yes to everything! Time to start living a little.
Ok so lets start with Frankie. She is my promotions girl 'alter ego'. I got scouted by an agency my friends works for and they are really pushing me because they think I can make lots of £££. They make you use a fake name for safety which is where 'Frankie' came from and the next step is to provide a few photos for the brochure. It's great because the work will fit around my work hours and social life and I can earn anything from £20 handing out leaflets to £200 keeping people in the club or dancing. It is not at all seedy and they service most of the gays bars down in Brighton. It's all legit and tasteful and nobody is allowed to touch us no nudity, and no sex services such as lap dances, they want to keep a nice reputation as having pretty, bubbly promotions girls not as a knocking shop lol. I am really looking forward to it, there are worst ways to spend a evening then flinging vodka round, laughing at drunk people and getting paid for the pleasure. Plus I could really do with the cash as I am looking to save £2000 to go move away, just want to live the dream and the dream is not in Crawley.
Aww cats are so cute!
Fashion: I recently did my first photo shoot in a year and it was amazing. I am not allowed to say anything about the photos or what I was modelling until they've been officially released though :( They were high fashion shots which means I more then likely look ugly and edgy rather then pretty but that's fashion for you. I forgot how funny modelling was, when I show the pictures to everyone they probably wouldn't be able to imagine I was sat outside in the cold with a blanket wrapped around my lower half and my arms preserving my modesty on the top half. Also posing is definitely harder then anyone thinks. Stand up or sit dead straight in your chair, pull your shoulders right down but also try to play down your chest by slightly tucking it in, clench your teeth to give you a strong jawline, tilt your chin up about 30 degrees, turn your head slightly to the left AND try to give some sort of emotion away in your eyes... it's not easy is it. Where I have attention deficit I forget to pose sometimes and get yelled at by photographers woops!
I wish when it came to fashion and the clothes they would wear that people would just be original. Just because everyone else is wearing chinos or a crop top it doesn't mean you should be. I have a body just like Kim Kardashian and that means if I try to wear high fashion stuff I look ridiculous. The stuff you see on the highstreet that everyone is wearing is fashionable and designed for boyish figures- the super skinny. I like to dress for my shape, I wear things made for curves, keep my makeup natural, and keep my look classic and timeless, with natural eyebrows and a nice normal manicure. Lots of skin tight dresses with black tights and black courts with a blazer, high waisted jeans with flats and a tailored coat etc.
What is this obsession with looking like Ronald McDonald btw?! You know what I mean the girls strolling around with bright red hair, huge eyebrows drawn on, and these long pointy acrylic nails that actually look like talons?! Surely men (and women) must be scared of girls who look like that?!
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| Those spiky nails, could have your eye out literally |
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| Quit the red hair girls |
Things here are good my confidence is slowly creeping back, I'm comfortable with my life how it is and I'm starting to enjoy life. The cloud is lifting. We just all need to think positive and positive things will happen to us :)
I've started thinking about other things now and have completely lost my thought train so I am going to duck out now and publish this and hopefully publish another soon!
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