Women eh! I'm concerned for myself to be honest I'm acting all strange. I'm going on nights out with women, talking about my boobs and fashion sense openly with other chicks and been a bit hormonal.
I think I'm turning into a GIRL!!!!!!
I think this is the end of my ladette/football hooligan era and the start of a new girly one filled with glitter and stickers and Ponies.
As a rule I do not tend to get on with girls. Just struggle to gel with them and make conversation, Im more of a boys girl because I find most women a bit bitchy and men are just more upfront. But I tell you what since I met two people my life has changed. Loz who I bogged about previously is self explanatory but my friend Holly is amazing! We actually bonded over our mutual dislike of bitchy women and then our mutual love of burning our way through a pack of fags and having a chat. It was weird being out with a girl last night, hugging, drinking wine, having dirty conversations, giving each other advice etc. Not gonna lie I'm not used to it but it was lovely all the same!
I had such a nice time with her.
Of course the subject of babies came up! Women always either talk about babies or men. Was nice to confide in someone about feeling broody and chat about hopes and dreams and stuff. I'm naturally a broody person and children seem to love me! I'm always that person in the corner at family gatherings surrounded by all the children and I love it! I think its funny how scared men get when a girl mentions they're broody, like it means we're going to suddenly tie them down and steal their sperm! Like I'm broody, have been since I was 15 but I'm not gonna try for a baby you know. I have common sense!!
Babies are fantastic though and I'm lucky enough to be involved in a few babies lives. Im dreading if I ever have children and ending up one of those loveless couples that can barely even look at each other and are clearly just together for the kids. If I'm lucky enough to have children I want to be in a happy loving relationship so they see a healthy relationship because I grew up in a very broken family. But seeing as I'm nowhere near having one of my own yet, my little dude (godson) will keep me busy I'm sure! :)
Talking of relationships is it naive of me to want a fairytale romance ? I want a handsome prince to come charging into the bookies on a white horse, fling me onto the back of it and then gallop off to a tropical island where we lie on the beach drinking WooWoos all day.
Not really, I just want the fairytale in the sense of actually finding me one true love and being happy together forever. A relationship where I am his princess and not in a chavvy 'yuh r my princess bby' way. I'm talking about literally being the most important girl in his castle, treated like a princess and in return I would act like one.
I will write a blog later on about jailbreaking an iPhone and how to do it xxxx
Right, im going to love you and leave ya.
I need to de-hangover myself because I'm going to Tunbridge Wells today for lunch and shopping with my mummy.
Will be nice to spend some quality time together.
Peace, love and kisses
Nimmy xxxx
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