Oh god damn I can't stand noisy eaters.
It turns my stomach. Right now I'm getting pretty bloody narky because not only is my mums boyfriend chatting to me while I'm trying to blog and watch tv, meaning I can't concentrate. But he is literally chomping on cold Chinese and gulping tea and the sound is deafening and making me feel queasy!!! If I can hear someone eating I instantly lose my appetite. It's weird is anyone else like this?
Oh yeah that's what I wanted to write about. I'm so confused and don't know how I'm going to get through the next two weeks :( I don't have anything to look forward to or positive to spur me through it and I feel like I'm so alone.
To be honest I feel like going on a week long bender. Waking up, drinking, going out drinking, pass out and do it over and over again. I just want to feel blissfully happy and forget my troubles. A bender seems like the only solution.
Positive body image:
It's so important to have a positive image of your body especially being a woman. Men too have body hangups but its us women who scrutinize ourselves the most. Everytime I do anything with my girls we always end up staring in the mirror prodding and poking ourselves and saying 'oh I wish I could change this'. So me and Loz came up with this to help those who have low selfesteem
The key is aspiring to other women with your body shape NOT an entirely different body shape. For example there is no reason for me to be trying to get a body like Keira Knightley when I'm built like Kim Kardashian. Then when you've found your body shape you need to find the heaviest and smallest you'd want to be. My heaviest would probs be Kim Kardashian and my smallest probably Lucy Mecklenburgh as she is tiny but a perfect example of my waist to hips ratio.
Do the same for your body shape and stick to them goals and you'll be happy :) and just learn to love yourself. You only have one body so enjoy it while you can. Don't spend your life on a diet when you can just eat well excersice and enjoy it.
Oh my days!! Just been viewing houses with my bestie. Her fella is loaded at the age of 20 and they're buying a place. The house has 4 bedrooms and until they have children she's allowed to use one of them as a dressing room. I'm so jealous!!! Her dressing room is huge ffs and she has a walk in wardrobe with mood lighting *sigh* . I'm so happy for her and Tom though! They are a lovely couple. Proper fairytale romance. Met on holiday. A MONTH later he decided she was a keeper and decided to up sticks from London and move up here to be with her and they've been happy ever since. Noone deserves to be happy as much as Loz :) xxx shotgun being chief bridesmaid at the wedding!!
I'd love a house with my own 'princess room' where I could get dressed and do all my hair, beauty treatments and nails on other people in there. No boys or noisy eating allowed ;) lol. Talking of beauty treatments I did two manicures this after noon and made £20. Money for old rope really but I do love doing beauty therapy. I need to go to night school and do a advanced beauty therapy course I think. I just love it, I'd love to have my own salon one day! Like a proper one in a shop not just a corner of my bedroom lol
Oh ffs my mums boyfriend!! My mate just broke down on my doorstep because over him cheating on his gf and my mums bf stormed in and shouted 'for gods sake MAN UP!!! YOU GAYLORD' not realising it was serious. My mate jumped about 10ft in the air loool. In stitches.
Do men prefer short or long hair? I'm thinking of chopping mine off not major short but sort of long short if that makes sense? Loz reckons I should. so does my mum. Ahhh!!!
Anyway thats enough bollocks for one day aha
Nimmy xxx
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