Dutty Weekender. Allan Schmore.

I look like I'm on drugs. I must do! I can't stop smiling and gazing out the window. Ive only gone and got myself a boyfriend. 

When he came up to me he looked so bloody nervous and he'd got me a Lindt (my fave chocolate) Easter egg. I was tempted to say something like 'I'm lactose intolerant you prick' for a laugh but he looked so nervous I just kept quiet. This is how good this guy is, he knew my fave chocolate without me even telling him. 

We just get on too well. Known each other 3 years and he is definately something special. He even rejected the chance to go out to a family meal, just to talk to me and make sure I was ok on what would have been my babys due date. Nobody else bothered and I'll never forget what he did for me that day. He is stupidly caring too and I don't know how to take it!! 
He's always telling me to get to bed or take some time for myself or to look after myself. He even made sure I drank water to keep hydrated and went out of his way to make me feel safe and loved. Where I've never had it before I loved every second it just makes me feel like I don't know what I'd do if I had that in my life everyday! Probably turn into a spoilt brat.

He treats me like a princess and is always stroking my hair or doing that thing where they tuck your hair behind your ear *melts* full of suprises, but the nice kind lol. Ok thats enough gushing for now lol. 

I brought some bright pink flowery bag with me and he just kept carrying it for me despite the fact it was heavy and he kept getting funny looks from people. What a true gent. I don't think I ever even had to hold a door open for myself or buy myself a drink. He even got up in the middle of the night to get me a glass of water. True chivalry!!!

He is facking fit as feck. Seriously, he does not photograph well. He looks hot in photos but in real life....damn. I keep pinching myself. I do not attract attractive guys but this handsome article must've slipped through the net. And he's mine. All mine. MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA lol. I am not gonna lie, I actually patted myself on the back. Looks aren't everything but theyre a welcome bonus. Dat ass... his skins so soft.... he's so manly......and his arms... and he smells gorgeous, he was wearing Calvins and dark jeans too, I love dark jeans!

 

His personality is immense. We've known each other 3 years and we agreed that if it didn't work out romantically we would still be best mates. I've known him for so long I couldn't imagine my life without him in it. We are like carbon copies of each other. We've liked each other for over 3 years and I'm ready to admit, I even wanted him when I was with my ex but we cooled it off during that time. It makes me cringe now looking back to a few months ago when we would be asking each other for advice on other guys and girls and sex things when deep down we both knew who we wanted. Well I did anyway. 

A long time ago we were going to get together but it didn't work out because he chose drugs and partying and I chose alcohol and a rebound relationship. I don't think either of us was ready and we both kept a low profile for a while, until one day we started speaking again and it was like we'd never been apart. We'd both grown up and learnt more about ourselves and it all started back up from there. 

He just makes me laugh. We had a proper dirty weekend featuring a hotel with bogeys on the wall and jizz on the carpet, copious amounts of food and booze and he even carried my heels home for me lol. 

I just love the way he builds my confidence everyday, showering me with love and compliments. He can see just how low I am because he is in the same place. 

He looks at me like I'm the only girl in the world and like he can't believe his luck and he was so nervous. 

Look, straight up. I've been in love with this guy for a couple of years to be honest. Unrequited love and to say we are finally together is the most amazing feeling in the world. We are fighting depression together while trying to overcome difficult childhoods and he just understands. He is so gentle and patient yet puts me in my place when I need scraping off the ceiling. He helped me through my miscarriage in a way nobody else could. We are the same person, literally. Same hairline and everything. Now we are together I'm determined to make this work. I want to build a life with him. I don't know if you believe in fate and soulmates? But we do.

 
I have only two complaints about him. He lives too far away :'( and his willy is too big!!! 

I'm a lucky girl ;)